hana kimi



this show is pretty funny, i just started watching because of tai huay wen and tai huay yi. they are so crazy over wu zun but i am more for jiro, my chicken meat! :D
our parents were too busy talking then we decided to have some fun :D

FIRST ATTEMPT



ok. this picture not bad. but huay wen never tell me to look at her.
so we took again.

SECOND ATTEMPT



i dunno why, i never look at huay wen again! >:{
so we tried again.


THIRD ATTEMPT



suddenly when i look at huay wen 's big 'O' mouth, i coudln t help it and tried to control myself from laughing .
failed again, another shot then.

FOURTH ATTEMPT



huay wen suddenly started laughing and if you can see, i am trying to control myself again. finally, we decided to change roles , maybe it would be better.

FIFTH ATTEMPT



if you look on your left, you will see a zombie instead of wu zun's look alike. then i suggest changing roles again, that means this time i play ella, the girl in the middle.

SIXTH ATTEMPT



if your wondering where am i , i was sitting on the floor laughin my arse off like mad. i coudln t open my mouth and look shocked in front of the camera when 2 people are pointing at me .
forget it , let's try one last time.

SEVENTH ATTEMPT



i look like cookie monster in there ):
i think the first shot is the best lor.

sigh, so hard.
tomorrow must go for medical check up!
take x- ray ! :D

i am so shy now (:

actually you will know when the person really have a liking for you when he make you feel good even though you have a bad hair day or you wore a stupid fusion of colourful clothes or worse, a big pimple on your face. he doesn t care how your outer looks, and if you look really good, that is a bonus for him :D not an advantage for us girls to get those boys.

i was in the MRT heading towards Ang Mo Kio and i was facing a group of boys. Somehow, i just find this guy in blue was outstanding among the rest. Though the train was a lil on the crowded side, i saw him eyeing on me and it made my heart beating like shit. For a moment , i thought it was just me until something dam funny happened.

one of his friends were playing a handphone game and he had this feeling somebody was looking at him and when he looked up, there was this fifty plus man who keep peering down on him to see what game he was playing. Then the friend was quite shocked and the rest realised and started laughing. I coudln t help it then i laughed also but i controlled it la, i looked away and laughed cause even though they are laughing , the uncle still looked at him?

then when i turned back and look at the guy in blue, he was laughing, smiling at me . Then i cannot help it , i smile back :D later when i walked out of the train, i turned around and see one last time, i realised he also turned and look at me. OMG. make me smile like an idoit lor ):

sometimes in times like this, i wished i could just pause the time and kiss him on the cheek :D omg. so bian tai. sandy surely say me , what i only like looks and sheet. she talk so much but she like wu zun and wu zun don even know she exist. HAHA.

i dunno why, ever since daryl, i tend to have a liking for guys who have a matured look now. BUT THAT GUY IN BLUE MADE ME FEEL SO BEAUTIFUL ! if there fate, i want to see him again! :D

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went to highlight my hair and it looks like orange streak.
bought a white PMK shirt and deborah and i are on the quest to find a nice pencilbox but we are always distracted by other stuff. dam it , girls shall be girls. Nothing is ever enough when it comes to shopping. we almost bought this big purse to act as our pencilbox but i scared after i buy, i don t dare to put on my table. HAHA. so funny.

better sleep early today. i am always late for training at TP.

to lie here with you, is bliss



i am on the school banner! :D i was helping the old folks and talking to them lor. so cool :D one big face there! then mr.wee super mean, he pretend to put his baby finger and dig " my nose ". i was like laughing , can you do it when i am not beside you? so pervert one.

went to serangoon garden for lunch at cafe cartel with pei pei and yvonne. the service there sucks now. they don t want to serve people that are younger than them. All of us ate creamy pasta and pei pei and i almost vomitted. so funny. we walked to sgs later and gloria and kelly had to do push-up because they say hi to us during training. :}

i wonder what was that smile for.

saw fariza and my club members and we formed 2 lines and we thrashed the B girls like crazy (21-2)-thumbs up-. i never felt so shuang before (: normally is people thrashed me. i was shocked that Emily actually asked us to nudge and irritate them like crazy to make them frustrated.

I SAW PEIPEI TOOK PHOTO WITH MR. OEI! i bet when he pin her face up, he surely enlarge her face dam big (: i let him take a picture of me cause he is supposed to put "BEST PARAMOUNT PLAYER " at the bottom of the photo. shuang ! (:

because the B girls had camp, the teacher ordered pizzas for them. wah lau, mr wee said mr wong spoilt 4E3 and in the end mr. wee also spoil them, buy pizza. hypocrite.
but i didn t open my mouth cause i wanted the pizza (:

this week, i played floorball 3 times and i am enjoying it :D

really, who am i ?

i realise how immature my seconday school was after joining temasek poly and all that while i thought , since we are teen, we are mature enough but i am seriously wrong. i never knew there were so much of this type of relationship until i spoke to elvi and i am also shocked to find out she was between both?

at first, i didn t really get it when pris said " haha, i am confused " when cheryl and the rest kept pestering who she like and all. But after hearing them talk for a while, i got a shocked? because pris didn t look like it and she wouldn t say who it was but, really, she might have a crush on a boy.. or a girl. it is like, you dunno whether you want to be a butch.. to like a girl or to be a girl and like a boy.

it is so obvious how i been completely oblivious to this type of situation because i just coudln t get used to that fact. And to think those rebellious kids in my school " knows-it-all" ? but when elvi explain to me this type of "special relationship" , i realise that who are we to discriminate these people. it is so complicated.

pris and elvi said that actually people do this because of their friends and peer pressure and confused who you actually are and also a trend. and omg, they are so open about this. i really never felt so awkward and most of the girls in floorball aren t straight. But they don t do things to make you uncomfortable or want your attention which is good.

i like guys i like guys i like guys i like guys (x infinity )
i really hopes it stays that way because i don t want to be in a situation where it ends up shocking my parents and myself.

btw,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHAO SIA BEAR!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ELVI !

btw, i like playing floorball in tp !
it rocks because people there don t kiss up, don t show off (maybe a lil) but they always laugh it off, never act big, great team spirit and everybody is willing do something for the committee like woah, such a big difference from SGS la .

see, it is always the attitude, it is not because you don t like the game, it is because it is WHO that is in it.

you always hurt me in the way you don t seem to feel it



when you play those strings,
they are just not notes,
they are more than that.

it feels like forever!

deborah, huay wen, huay yi and ryan came to my house today! we were lazing around , playing the guitar and they were looking at some of my pictures while waiting for my mother to sew finish ryan's pants before we go to Pierce Resevoir.

we flew kites and played frisbee. the place was quite crowded so like the past, we could find a parking lot easily. we saw monkeys on the way there and i don t really like the look of the monkey's face, feel like punching it. haha. huay wen said monkeys and humans are the only mammals that need to be taught on how to swim.

today wasn t really that windy but deborah and i could at least made the kite fly for 5 minutes :D



it is a goldfish :D

later we went to eat at dino. i think my dinner sucks but i like my mango ring slice :D



we wanted to display the " i-want-to-fart " face. so next time if you see deborah smiling, you know what is gonna happen.

you've been warn.

make love come alike again

today was a uber tiring day! woke up early in the morning to go temasek poly for floorball training. i was a lil late so i had to run three laps around the tracks alone. stupid lisa's boyfriend kept making fun of me but he kept me company. i like how i didn t stop at all to walk. :D i thought after all the slacking, i might get a cardiac arrest and just drop dead during the run.

i got to know a lot of girls in the training. i can t wait for next wednesday , but i dread the travelling there in the morning D: i must increase my stamina. i just realise i got cheat 30 bucks for my new stick!

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sometimes i find it is so hard to be yourself but being yourself is good cause it is where your the most comfortable. i dunno why what makes me talk to him yesterday. luckily huay wen was there to give me moral support. HAHA. i guess i realise i still have something for him. hmm. but it is better to let the taste linger than to swallow it completely without savouring.

love signals

i talked to goat kiss today :D

and i am happy that i finally have the courage to click on him.
the conversation was much better than the before, maybe because i was myself during that time . i guess that what's work. :D

i am happy :D
dam it

but i keep coming back for more

SUNDAY :D

went to church in the morning and a lot of people cried today and i dunno what is the reason why? i asked wee kiat but he said he dunno. sometimes i wonder if i am ready for this responsibilty.

school 'e' fetched wee kiat to east wood and deborah and i kept making fun of him. we were supposed to play badminton at tampines sports hall but deborah coudln t because of her heels. we ate strudels for lunch and i finally ate a home-made meal for dinner at E's house! stayed over night deborah's house. btw, did you guys watched Ugly Betty? so funny. my mother is funnier. She asked me if i watched ugly pretty . then i was like MOMMY!

TODAY!

was suppose to go watch movie with ah kim but Music& lyrics haven t come out yet so we postpone it another day. then we went to cinneleisure to watch pursuit of happiness with sufen. so sexy leh she :D wear sleeveless shirt! ate LJS for lunch and we kept laughing at each other. man, NG YI LIN , I MISS YOU LEH. we all do :D .

then during the show ,

deborah: there are a lot of guys in the cinema.

jy: too bad, i have a ugly one beside me .

sufen: Drew Berrymore very pretty meh?

deborah : Huh? what?

sufen: if not why do guys want to see this type of show.

deborah : LOOOOOOOOL. WE ARE WATCHING PURSUIT OF HAPPINESS NOT MUSIC AND LYRICS.

so funny lor. laugh until so loud. when deborah told me , i burst out laughing.before the movie, we took neoprints and sufen said my handwriting was ugly! D: so mean, and she pointed middle finger in one picture . HAHA. so funny. deborah also.

later sufen went back early for dinner and deborah and i walked around heeren then to taka- kinokuniya. we both bought a book :D i bought ' The Book theif' i like the cover of the book, i want to use that as a tattoo :D

4 more years :}

btw, don t eat the ban mian stall at wisma atrium . had a big arguement with the chef. shet him la . take advantage of my age. dam him. really dam him. the moree i think about it , the more i feel like putting a fake cockroach in his pot of soup.

i asked for 2 bowls of $3.80ban mian and i wanted to change one of the noodles for one of the bowls and the uncle with some china slang and i coudln t understand it and in the end i said forget it , just give me 2 ban mian.
so when it was time to pay, i saw 10.50 on the register and my first reaction was wtf? then i actually asked the lady , why is it so expensive and she said

da xue mian mah!

i was shocked? i said no , ban mian and she looked at the cook and the cook gave me 2 bowls of reddish brown soup with some freak black mushroom , NOTHING LIKE BAN MIAN AT ALL. then the cook said

you ordered da xue mian!

i said no! and he said yes, and i said no again and his stupid staff helpped him and clearly i was at the losing end. and i argued with him for quite long . and now that i recalled, i actually

ARGHHHHHHHHHHH,

at the stupid cook. arsehole. $5.50 a bowl leh! the best part is i never heard of DA XUE MIAN before? like wth is that? freak! should have walked off. coudln even exchange ? and after i left, i saw him smirk? SMIRK?!

dam him. then before that, he treated one ang mor customer so nice.

i can be anything that you like.

i woke up late today and ate mommy's grand pasta and watched this show on HBO about this guy's life who have celebrel palsy ( spelling error :/) it is so sad.

later mommy and i took a bus down to nana's house and while waiting for nana to fetch us to Yi lin's house. Then while we were sitting at the bus stop, i suddenly told my mommy that we could be sworn enermies our past lives. it is because we can never get along, we are always arguing and disagreeing with each other about almost everything , like clothes especially and the will to do something . So our punishment was a recarnation of us being mother and daughter.. unfortunately. hehs!

later, our parents stopped by at a petrol station to buy drinks and snacks for us :} wah shuang!

the first picture was trying to act handsome. i was pretending to style my hair while huay wen is looking cool. then the third picture is acting like rich tai tai(s) .but apparently it looked like it failed. hehs. i really love my cousins :]

went to ah kim's house later to celebrate huay wen's 13th birthday. had laksa for dinner and then all the cousins just play around or some just sit at one corner and talk or just take pictures :D

anyhow swing one :D but so funny. huaywen, huay yi and ryan and i were laughing hard while playing table tennis because the ball was flying very high so it was something like tableminton? then ryan whacked so hard , the ball hit huay yi's head. violent.

deborah, huay yi and i were models in our past lives. ;D

deborah and i bought the pig ear rings for huay wen and huay yi! :D aren t we a pair of nice older cousin.

hmm. that is yuan yin, korkor wee's girlfriend :D

pretty hor!

okay,

rocky needs to sleep now!

nightnight!

and i love it , yeah yeah!

went to Nanyang Poly to do the visual communication direct admission interview. apparently it went well, i wasn t that pressurize as the 2 interviews before because i didn t see any students so i didn t feel the competition and the interview was in his office , not like some freak isolated enclosed area where you are the center of attention. anyway, i want to thanks nana for fetching me there :D so i don t have to wake up extra early! ;] , mooarks

went to the temple in the late afternoon to give my thanks. i really feel like in a conflict between religions here. i am attending church but my mom wants me to go to the temple. however, i don t really have the heart to tell her all this. i don t want any arguements again because i already gave her my promise and if i break that, things will heat up again , so i rather leave it as it is now, where everybody is happy. ahh well

went to bugis to walk around and my mom badly wanted to buy a new pair of sandals because our shoes were soaked! it's been rainin heavily these few days D: spoiling plans to swim. in the end, i somehow convince my mom not to buy because by the time we walked around , it is somewhat sort dry la ! hehes.

met nana, uncle tai kit , ah kim, wen and yi at takashimaya to eat dinner at some pasta shop.

PICTURES:

jy, wen and yi :D

i really like this picture ;D

huay yi and i are behind 2 glasses of water.

her face look warped while my nose look freakin swollen. D:

anyway that resturant is not bad :D i love the strawberry shortcake.

wanted to stayover wen's house but no bed. anyway, tomorrow i might be going ah kim's house :D woooh, rockrock!

huay wen's birthday is coming! i bought her a book for her birthday present! :D

woot, i am loaded! hahaha.

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DEBORAH,

thank you for answering my phone call in the morning and comforting me. i really appreciate it , after what you said , i finally decided to go. thank you thank you thank you girl! even though i could tell you were busy, you still didn t hang up on me and pulled me through my stupid tears. i love you my dear girl :D

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YI LIN,

never you mind what others think or see you as, just remember who you are and what you aim to be and you can be sure deborah and i , and not only that , the whole family will be behind you supporting you. if those people don t even want to give you a glance, girl , it is okay, we don t need those idoits to kill your time and your tears because in the end, they won t be doing you good. i know it is hard for my words to apply in your situation now because we are not physically there, but whatever it is , be strong at heart AND mind! we love you lots!

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PEI PEI ,

hey girl! glad you like your birthday present! hehe, of course i have to fool you with the yvonne's admirer. anyway, you should have cried, then my money is more well spent. :D hehe, practise hard ok! then we challenge each other during interpoly match! whoo hooo!

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never know it could be so wicked.

dominant household

i don t understand how family with more than one male human species survives? seriously speaking, and trying to make it easier for everybody to understand , let just visualize the male humans as a lion. Lions are very dominant creatures who claims to be the king of the jungles and what he wants, he gets it , lions doesn t even take care of his cubs, he just enjoy himself and walked off.

okay, maybe i am being sexist here, but apparently i have a stupid lion with a big ass hole in the house. all day long, he roars for all he cares, sleep for all he desire, eat for all he has greed. okay, back on what i have said , can you imagine have 2 lions in the house and one of the lion is super dominant, like he IS the king and no one can change that, what do you do? naturally, the 2 lions will fight it off and the survivor will be the winner. however, for reality, we don t use fighting to claim he's kings, rather ability .

and using that , i know who is the winner already, the lioness! because, she take care of the cubs, train them , love them whereas the lion can just simply shrug and lay in the grassland and probably have nothing better to do, except to bite the lioness and telling her how she spoilt the cubs. sorry kids, it is no more the Lion King . you have been fooled. only optimistic people would create those type of movies. i can t help it , i have never seen a good man in my life before. i am not saying womans are forever innocent , like yeah , they can be bad drivers, a pain in the ass, but who have menses for almost 40 years of her life and thinking that menses is over, menopause have arrived. menopause isn t a good thing, it is worse than pms. Also, which man ever carried about 3 kg of weight for 9 freaking months and adding to that, cutting of the vagina and then the unbearable pain of giving birth. Not forgetting , yes, have fun in sex, wooh , every night, but when the girl is pregnant, you guys just walked away.

seriously , i think the man have it good and to think they blame us woman for complaining about our life? but , woman are really dumb, despite of all this, we still fall in love with them, the world is really honestly truthfully crude.

i hate old-fashioned household, it doesn t salvage anything. it just kills people bit by bit.

went out with mr.oei, yvonne and peipei today for lunch :D

later gave peipei a floorball stick for her birthday present.

now i caught a bad cold.

" the chronicles of an arshole who won t fixed the broken cupboard"

tell you all of her dreams,

we wanted to go swimming today but everytime we want to swim, it is always raining heavily and when we finally decide to cancel or postpone the outing , it stopped raining and the sun is out but too late, we are already busy with something else.

in the end , deborah and i went to VIVO city to watched Letters from Iwo Jima. Before i watched it , i thought it was Letters from Two Jima. omg, luckily when i booked the tickets, i didn t say the movie name out loud.

anyway, Letters from Iwo Jima is the most gruesome show i ever watched. at one point of time where the guy's arm was blown off and the blood spurting out , i was quite shocked but deborah was laughing. omg, so sadistic. when the movie end, i really felt digusted. i can t imagine if i watched the movie " 300 " but it is M18. sheet you all guys out there who is 18 and above. :D

we walked around and i saw chen qiu working at a shop? if she didn t call me , i would have just passed by not knowing she is there. i always seemed to bump into somebody i know whenever i go to Vivo city. i was planning to buy tees today but spent on nothing eventually. deborah and i ate at Carl's Jr for dinner before heading for the movies.

btw, i like this picture a lot .

i like pictures which are done in pen and ink.

i got it from this webby.

http://www.woostercollective.com/

go check it out ! :D

tell me what's worth it then

omg, i have to type this post again. the previous post lagged. dam piece of sheet.

went to east coast beach today and bought a disposable camera for 8 dollars and it can take 27 photos. too bad it is not digital if not i would be posting the pictures here already. anyway i had a great time cycling with deborah goh li ling today, we almost cycle the whole of east coast beach. we were trying to find the stone hedge where yi lin, deborah and i used to hang out the last outing. Finally after cycling for a long time, we found it and deborah picked up a lot of tiny shells . anyway, NG YI LIN i MISS YOU LOTS!

today i spent all my money. but it okay, i had a great time.

i bought an album to put all my photos that i have developed.

time for decorate :D !

a great webby to go :D

www.zefrank.com/scribbler/

it is really good. i got it out from a magazine!

they can create an art just from a simple line that you have drawn from them.

let me show you some of my samples!

from a simple eye, they scribble until it is like some 3D graphic.

if you want to draw an eye like this , leave the eyelashes super long and do not draw a pupil inside, draw the veins instead :D !

check out the gallery later, some works are really good!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIAN CONG :D

may the pufferfish explode in your face

by default, i am now the oldest in the household . i am not gloating though the feeling should be good. but what's the point when you can t use the power on anyone. my brother just left for Sydney yesterday night and the house feels empty. due to my stupid phobia of the dark, i can t seem to stay up anymore.

hi korkor! i miss you :D

-ps, don t look at my face. thank you for your attention.

btw, i really love JOSEPH! he is so dam cute and he resembles a lil of pei ling. let me give you a peek of Mr. Universe. Prepare to Ohh and ahh , you may do that at my face too ! :D

i think he is going to be a smart boy in the future! he responds to english, chinese and hokkien languages! omg omg omg ! hahaha and i thought he was going to kiss me but he actually bite my whole cheek with a extra bonus, saliva. i call him SM - Salivating Machine.

gosh, i hope i get to see him again before he flys off to Sydney on tuesday. hmm, everybody seem to be leaving but i am just staying here.

gay new blogger

omg, i finally got a google account! it has been pissing me off lately! and what's so new is that it has this great spelling error detector , telling me that ' omg' and ' google' are of the wrong spelling. very clever and irritating indeed. anyway this month has been rather hectic for me , collecting o level results, JAE poly admission, chinese new year celebration and right now more interviews. Truth is , i am really tired of this . But, life still have to go on because in the end that is what my future might be .

anyway, Singapore poly's direct admission for the creative media design was average. the lecturers didn t talk so much unlike temasek poly. however i had to do an apititude test which is designing t shirt, the front and the back and ALSO the packaging. i really have no say about the 2 interviews because deep down i think i screw up again. bleurgh.

omg, after my interview finished at SP, i walked along the corridors and i know there was this cute guy behind me and all of the sudden he gave a delibrate cough and i turned to look at him and he started talking to me ? WAHHAHA. not bad not bad.

btw, the red lines under some words is getting on my nerves.

later, from Dover travelled all the way down to Tampines and then headed down to Temasek poly to check out the floorball. i am hoping i can get into Tp, the floorball and the design is like dam shiok :D and i heard from uncle sam that NYP floorball is uber good, omg, SINCE WHEN!
and had to go back to serangoon because my father badly desperately wanted to eat porridge. i was really goddamned tired but before that Daniel came to my house to get some stuff that my brother needed to pass to him and once again, i was nervous but as usual, whenever i think he would be there, he woudln t . however, i know i am done doing this, i got to stop giving myself high hopes.

i have already stop working since last week and i am missing some of the kids.



SABRINA

oh boy, she is the one i miss the most! i really love her to bits. i missed her kisses and huggies and how she would run after me , asking me to carry her . she always ask for sweets and she is not good at hide and seek which makes me love her so much.



Yong Xie

although he is freaking naughty , hyper and stubborn, i hate to say it but i miss him . he wears a pink watch , walk like a lil gay and screams instead of talking . haha, he is so cute now that i don t see him everyday. when there is playtime indoor, he never fails to get a toy car and drive it round and round on the table. i love to throw the ball high in the air because he will run like crazy . funny kid.



LOUIS

after teaching him spelling, he love it . though he don t admit it , i know he likes me and miss me :D and to think on my first day of work, i thought he was super irritating. haha, he love to pretend and make stories on how his brain juice always leak out during the night and he hates " hao peng you" and he love it when i read to him stories about ninja mutant turtles and cuddling him when no one is looking.



YI YI

i promised you she will go far in life. she is so smart for her age and she love reading. when she read something interesting , she never fails to show it to me and not to mention , she is a good girl. she even knows the first emperor of China and big vocabulary words that even secondary school student would find it a lil hard ( not saying me :] ) miss you yi yi!



VICKY

i am sorry i made you cry on my last day of work.
i miss you vicky ! :D thanks for all the lil writings that you gave to me , they are really cute ! and don t stress out , it is just a primary 3 exams. haha.



TZE YANG

this boy used to hate me because i gave him a flying kiss. haha, cute. he doesn t like to be near me but during feb, he had no choice because i was drilling him with spelling and english worksheets. choon kiat always say tze yang's eyes are like a small line. haha, quite true.



we are THE VOLUNTEERS :D

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HAPPY BELATED 17TH BIRTHDAY PEI PEI!

your one hell of a pal! :D
love you girl, heard you got a new handphone! hehehe!
sorry i couldn t sing a birthday song over the phone, i was quite pai seh.


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anyway, korkor is leaving on saturday night and now days i don t really have the mood to be happy , not that i am emotional, i am just tired physically and emotionally . double the sluggishness.


I WANT TO GO TO FALL OUT BOYS CONCERT PLEASE!
LOVE FOB LOVE FOB LOVE FOB LOVE FOB LOVE FOB.

i know mummy's not here right now .



hm. pictures of some of the girls in the pearlcare. this was taken weeks ago! but i only edit it now :D hahaha! the last picture is Charmane, the girl that irritates me the most during naptime. the girl in specs is Jolie and the other one is Si ling :D

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SUNDAY!



went to Bishan Deport Open house for a charity cause. we learnt how the trains work and the mechanics and aircondition. I only enjoyed the popcorn and the games part :D haha, then we went out to ang mo kio to eat salted egg crabs with zhi qiang and then i cried again in the morning.

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Today

went to temasek poly to do my J and E and did some direct admission interview which really cause me to be so dam nervous , instead of saying design, i said deslign. omg. then went to tampines mall for dinner at billy bombers and bought 2 sleeveless shirts from espirit.

btw,

yusok ishak is happy when he heard that he was going to eat mee rubus



but when he heard it was out of stock, he was..



ok guys enjoy :D

and yes, i did draw the bananas :D